I had no intention of being a mistress at that time I was stuck with a mistake that I made unconsciously The man offered me to be the woman to satisfy his lust I accepted it because I was afraid of my boss at the time Also I didn t want to involve my parents in my problem I can t think straight let alone think about the risks Living with the sabotage of men who pretend to help is not easy I seem to have died Everyone pressured me into making that mistake I have to take responsibility There is no way to escape or cancel the bid He treats me the way he wants I just accept fate or rather surrender Shaina I had no intention of being a mistress at that time, I was stuck with a mistake that I made unconsciously. The man offered me to be the woman to satisfy his lust. I accepted it, because I was afraid of my boss at the time. Also, I didn''t want to ...involve my parents in my problem. I can''t think straight, let alone think about the risks. Living with the sabotage of men who pretend to help, is not easy. I seem to have died. Everyone pressured me into making that mistake. I have to take responsibility. There is no way to escape or cancel the bid. He treats me the way he wants. I just accept fate or rather, surrender. -Shaina-